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Friday, March 10th, 2006
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8:57 am - attention all
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i made a new journal.
its friends only..
if you're my friend now, you're probably already added.
i'm keeping this one for other purposes, but i probably won't ever write in it..
so check it out!
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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4:08 pm - sicccckkkk shhoooowww tooonnniitttte
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the red chord
the acacia strain
black dahlia murder
throwdown
the agony scene
doors at 7pm
@ the penny aracde, lake ave
all agesss
yesss gooo if you're not doing anything!
i just found out acacia strain was gonna be there so now i'm even more siked!
yes!
its been too long since i've been to a good show.
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| Friday, January 20th, 2006
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5:56 am - i've been mosting like massive
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sorry.
it probably annoying seeing my face again. and again. and again.
but blaaah i don't care.
tonite i watched the american astronaut with dave once more before i give it to steve on saturday. that movie's really REALLY strange, but i like it!
"a baby in a jar with glasses on and a gun."
i left around 3am and went to mikes and had a long conversation with him about movies among other things. i haven't seen him in a long time, i think he's comin to my bday party, which hopefully will be a good time.
umm i got a hurrr cut last weekend, just a trim, but i got a straightener and all this hair stuff that i'm excited about so i've actually been spending time doing my hair. WOW, i never really did that before.
( pictures anyone? )
thats all.
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| Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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4:53 pm - um
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7:05 am - baaaah!
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i just ordered sephora stuff... i'm OBSESSED! HELP!!
annnd the lady who said she found a human finger in her wendys chili is now going to jail for 9 years. ha!
current mood:  amused
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4:36 am - blaaah survey
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stole from pop_n_squat...
9 lasts.
last cigarette: a few minutes ago
last beverage: water
last kiss: i got a kiss on the cheek from shawn today, does that count?
last movie seen: haute tension (high tension)
last phone call: ricky
last cd played: wu tang clan-36 chambers
last bubble bath: pfft i can't remember
last time you cried: ummmm can't remember this either
last relationship: november, the deanwreck
8 have you evers.
have you ever dated a best friend: well he became my best friend... but to start with, no.
have you ever skinny dipped: suure
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: sure
have you ever fallen in love: yes'm
have you ever lost someone you loved: ya but not in death or anything
have you ever been dumped: pshh ya
have you ever been drunk and threw up: hahahhaha! need i answer this question?
ever ran away: not really no
list all of the states you have been to: florida, jersey, pennsylvania, massachusetts, maine..? i think thats all. oh and NY of course
6 things you've done today:
1. worked
2. ate
3. watched a movie
4. had a tickling match
5. got kneed in the mouth
6. myspaced
5 favorite things in no order.
1. going to the movies!
2. jammin out to music
3. painting
4. makeup
5. my doggie
5 people you can tell [almost] anything to.
1. shawn
2. dave
3. brittany
4. katie
5. ummmm...?
4 wishes.
1. i get into art school
2. own a pool someday
3. get a boyfriend sooooon
4. i lost weight?
3 things that make you smile.
1. new stuffff (makeup, clothes, dvds, cds...)
2. finishing a painting
3. kisssiinggg and all that junk
2 things you want to do before you die.
1. visit asia
2. live in nyc
1 thing that you cannot live without
1. lipgloss
annnnd on the news just now they had this story about myspace and facebook for all you dorks like me. it said that now colleges are checking facebooks and so are future employers. pretty soon they're going to require you to write any of your websites on your college applications. the story opened with some girl who had some drama and her friends humiliated her on myspace. ppppfffsssshhhhhhhhhhhtttt.
myspace=mydrama??
possibly.. sometimes...
hahaha.
oh yeah watched haute tension (high tension) tonight. i'm still searching for a really scary/gory/shocking movie. this movie, well wasn't really scary, a little gory, mostly just bloody, and i guess the end had a twist? nothing really i haven't seen before. a lot of it is in french, but sometimes its in english with really REALLY bad dubbing that bugged the shit out of me. WHY wouldn't it all be in french? i don't know.. it might have been creepier if kyle wasn't talking about the main character being a dyke the whole time, but i guess its true, you find out in the end.. kind of. and also the characters in horror movies nowadays break some really simple rules of survival, a more perfect example is wolf creek. once the villian is down, MAKE SURE HE'S FUCKING DEAD!!! DUH! why don't people do that? and when you're running away, DON'T RUN IN SOME CLOSED AREA!! you can't get away! jesus.. some people are stupid! a highlight of weapons used in haute tension: razor (those old fashion shaving razors), axe, the classic shotgun, a stick wrapped in barbed wire, and my favorite a portable table saw that starts up like a chainsaw. don't think i've ever seen that before, but it gave reference to the lawnmower in dead alive, which is still the goriest film i've seen to date, even though its incredibly cheesy. show me something worse than that and i'll give you a big fucking hug.
umm the weather suckkkkeeed today. windy, snowy, freezing, blaahnesss.
my birthday forcast? 45 degrees, snowy, raining, crappy.
greeeaaaat.
friday- underworld: evolution
saturday- matchpoint
sunday- protocols of zion?? hopefully.
current mood: sleepy
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| Monday, January 16th, 2006
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11:29 pm - golden globes...
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okay so i just finished watching them.
i'm not big into tv really... movies are the ones that counted for me.
so winners??
BEST SUPPORTING ACTRESS
Rachel Weisz for The Constant Gardener
i'm happy that she won because i think The Constant Gardener was overlooked and will be again in the Academy Awards. it deserves better. very good film, but Michelle Williams did a wonderful job in Brokeback Mountain and maybe should have won.
BEST SUPPORTING ACTOR
George Clooney for Syriana
haven't seen it yet, but will SOON, most definatly.
BEST ACTRESS-COMEDY OR MUSICAL
Reese Witherspoon for Walk the Line
OBVIOUSLY!!!
BEST ACTOR-COMEDY OR MUSICAL
Joaquin Pheonix for Walk the Line
OBVIOUSLY AGAIN!!! (and by the way he looked REAL good)
BEST SCREENPLAY
Brokeback Mountain
ahh!! it deserves everything it gets.
BEST DIRECTOR
Ang Lee for Brokeback Mountain
sooo happy that he won!!
BEST PICTURE-MUSICAL OR COMEDY
Walk the Line
uhh i think you already know what i'm gonna say.
BEST ACTRESS-DRAMA
Felicity Huffman for Transamerica
i knew she was gonna win even though i haven't seen it. this hasn't even came out yet where i live! wtf?? i will see it though. she plays a transvestite who is in the process of getting a sex change to become a woman.
BEST ACTOR-DRAMA
Philip Seymour Hoffman for Capote
has been in so many good roles in the past and never acknowledged for them. hopefully this Fairport native will become more well-known, he certainly deserves it and i love him as an actor, but Heath Ledger should have won in my opinion for completely creating his character in Brokeback Mountain rather than having a solid basis from playing a real person.
BEST PICTURE-DRAMA
Brokeback Mountain
like i said before, deserves everything it gets and in my opinion the best film of the year.
i was disappointed that the Squid and the Whale didn't win anything, but still it was up against Walk the Line which completely wiped out everything it was up against. also the whole Heath Ledger thing even though a lot of his past movies sucked ass, this is his best performance and the best of the year, he really makes the movie.
ummm i'm excited for the oscars.
and Pittsburg is in the playoffs!!!!!!!!
one more game and hello superbowl!
i'm such a dork.
current mood: calm
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6:23 am - another painting...
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but its not finished, i'll put it in again when it is, it might take me a while though. you'll see why later. its tilted as to not show the glare. oh yeah this ones for shawn too. everything i'm painting lately is being given away. ehh its okay. good practice i guess.
i'm an insomniac... actually, i'm just nocturnal.
my birthdays in 5 days! what would i like? a boyfriend :)
i've kind of been thinking a lot lately about where i want to go, what i want to do... blah blah all that 'serious' stuff. i feel like i'm changing but for the better. i still have my days. i think everyone does.
i'm not trying to be antisocial. i'm actually not at all although some people may think so. i still talk to people and hang out, just less people. on a regular basis, i pretty much hang with shawn and dave. thats all. i see other people here and there. joe and bitty live with dave and i want to see them as much as possible before they move to texas. a handfull of people are going back to school that i want to see. i'm hoping my birthday will make that happen.
everyone else.. its not that i don't like them, or don't consider them my friends, i'm just trying to expand my horizon sort to speak, hang with some new people, not be dragged down... a lot of those people, but not everyone, drag me down. i don't feel like i'm the same person with them. i can't really explain it. they don't seem to be going anywhere or at least having any aspirations to be doing anything other than work to get fucked up and live away for their parents. it makes me feel really sad.
i still drink and smoke once in a while... now mostly just on occassion and very sparingly. i feel better though. for most of 2005 i was a drunk. every night i drank and drank and drank. this ended in november and started somewhere in 2004. i did a lot of stupid shit. i did a lot of things that came back to me. i did a lot of things that i regret.
now i'm concentrating on my portfolio. i've been painting a lot lately and i can't loose focus anymore. i don't want to be stuck in rochester forever. i know a lot of people are moving this year, which is sad, but i want to be one of those people. or maybe in 2007. whenever. soon. frankly, rochester sucks. i will miss so many people here, but this town isn't for me. it doesn't offer what i want.
i'm going to start studying with laurie harpool again. i don't know when, but very soon. shes the only art teacher i really learned anything from. shes a brilliant artist, so openminded and accepting. i'm excited, private lessons will help a lot.
i don't really do much. i chill around at shawns or daves or my house, or go to the movies. the movies is the only thing that i really do when i go out, me and shawn have this thing where we go out to lunch and a movie every weekend, sometimes twice a weekend, sometimes we'll go out during the week a see a film. its fun, and now i've gotten to the point where i feel obligated to go to see all the movies i want to see the week they come out as to not miss any. some people think its weird, but i go by myself when i have no one to go with. i don't mind it. its actually very peaceful. i wish i lived near the little theater on east. that area is so awesome.
okay if you got this far i'm probably boring you by now. i just wanted to get this all down. contructive critisism on the painting please!! advice? greatly appreciated ^__^ (oh yeah like i said before, its not done)
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| Sunday, January 15th, 2006
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11:39 pm - liars...
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i know my fair share of them, but this isn't about them...
2 movies this weekend.
casanova and the dying gaul.
reviewssss!!
okay so Casanova... got to stare at heath ledgers hot ass the whooolee time. even with long hair and old fashion clothes he's still good looking :) a big change from brokeback mountain, but i can see needing to do a far lighter note after something like that. the film is rated r but i have no idea why. there isn't anything bad in it.. maybe a little "adult content" with the sexual innuendo, and some very mild sword fighting, but thats about it. the movie was, well, comedic, light, and incredibly predictable in your obvious romantic comedy fashion. heath ledger played casanova, the suave womanizer, who falls in love with a feminist, played by jude law's ex sienna miller. oliver platt makes a funny appearance, and a very LARGE one at that. he looks like he gained at least 50 lbs from the last time i saw him in The Ice Harvest. oh liars.. yeah casanova lies.. a lot. he lies about who he is to pretty much everyone and, predictably, confesses, actually, everyone finds out. and blah blah blah happy ending. soo i would give it a 6 for being cute, but predictable in every sense and maybe trying too hard at times, especially some scenes with the villian, a change of pace for jeremy irons.
and then today i saw The Dying Gaul, which all three of the main characters, Peter Saarsgard, Campbell Scott, and the talented Patricia Clarkson, were huge liars, Saarsgard being the most honest. Scott plays a movie producer married to Clarkson with 2 children, and they are filthy rich. i was very jealous of their dreamy house equipped with tons of windows and a huge pool overlooking a beautiful view of california. Saarsgard comes into the picture by being a gay screenwriter who just sold his screenplay, "The Dying Gaul," to Scott's company for a million dollars, but has to change the story, about 2 gay lovers, to a straight couple instead. Scott and Saarsgard end up having an affair that Clarkson uncovers but being so interested in Saarsgard that she makes an online identity to talk to him in gay chatrooms. now this is where the movie starts falling apart. she then pretends to be Saarsgard's exlover in the chatrooms, who is now dead because Saarsgard killed him not wanting to see him suffer from a "drilling experiment" resulting from aids any longer. following? eventually everything unfolds and well, i won't tell you the ending but i'll just leave you with this "ehh." i didn't like the ending. the first half of the film was beautifully done, with lovely cinematography. Scott's character is very flat and even in his most emotional is unbelievable. Clarkson and Saarsgard do a good job for what their character's entail, but i didn't like the second half, which i'm seeing a lot of reviews are saying and i agree with. Clarkson is haunting and devious, but i've seen her do better, same with Saarsgard, example: Boys Don't Cry. sooo all in all i would rate it a 5, but not in the predictable silly sense in which Casanova was rated a 6.
okay daves back.. going to smooookkke.
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| Thursday, January 12th, 2006
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6:39 am - so finally...
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i stayed up all night and painted.
for dave cause he wanted a picture of a tree
current mood:  accomplished
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12:03 am - work and movies
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thats pretty much all i do nowadays...
work and go to the movies.
work and go to the movies.
ehhh, i suck.
last night i managed to play 2 games of scrabble with joe, bitty, and dave.
then me and dave watched usual suspects and spied on the neighbors like nosey old people. earlier i went to the city with carisa and stacey and did a little shopping.
carisa gave me the BEST lipgloss ever, my new favorite. ( the balm )
i want to see joe and bitty as much as i can before they move to texas.
likewise with stacey before she goes to california.
and shawn wants to move to nyc within the next year or 2.
why is it that i'm so good at giving advice, but so bad at taking my own advice?
i hate myspace, but i'm addicted.
i swear i said that before.
i need to find some new hobbies.
i need to start painting again and building a portfolio.
i want to try to sell some of my stuff at artisan works once i get a lot of shit.
and eventually go back to school.
ugg i hate school.
i've been so hungry lately.
my grandma made this apple pie for us and mmm its the freakin BEST pie ever.
i turn 20 in less than 2 weeks. on the 21st. i'm not very excited though. what can you do when you're 20 except feel older? nothing. i'm having a party at shawns. should be a good time. hopefully i don't puke and pass out on the couch early again.
one of my friends who use to be my best friend, but had a baby and now is very preoccupied, is engaged. i think me, heather, and erika are going out to celebrate on friday.
i can't imagine getting pregnant at 17, having a baby at 18, then getting married at 19. seems so young to me. too young.
okay i'm going to pry myself away from the computer now and do something productive.
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| Monday, January 9th, 2006
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2:52 am - brokeback mountain
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months before this film came out i read about it. then shawn bought the short story. by annie proulx and both him and my mother read it and told me all about it. i didn't read it, but i don't think it really mattered. i walked into this movie with high expectations because of the reviews its been getting and how its either #1 or #2 on everyones top 10 movies of 2005. also i'm trying to see all the films nominated for oscars this year to personally judge who i think will win (i'm a dork). so me, my mom, and shawn went to see it today, even though shawn saw it yesterday, he says he wishes he could see it every day.
i rate it a 10. i thought it was perfectly done, and although it seemed slow, its finely threaded with emotion. the story is about ennis del mar and jack twist, 2 cowboys who meet working hearding sheep on Brokeback Mountain one summer in the 60s. at this point they're pretty young, 19-20ish, and they happen to fall in love. ennis is played by the amazing heath ledger whose performance is incredible. by far his best role yet and so wonderfully acted. although he doesn't talk much, you can read his emotions from his facial expressions, his eyes are very powerful. jack is played by jake gyllenhaal, who also does a great job and i just love him in mostly everything he does. after they are done working they proceed to get married and have children, not talking to one another for 4 years. jack finally contacts enus and visits him monthly after that, going on camping trips and whatnot. ennis' wife, played by michelle williams, finds out about their affair while jack's wife, played by anne hathaway, is too far to really know anything. both jack and ennis are emotionally torn from their wives and don't have much of an honest relationship with them. jack wants to move onto a farm with ennis and wants to have a happy life with him, while ennis is scared, paranoid, and cowardly keeps his emotions bottled up, causing him to randomly lash out or break down. the end of the story, well, i won't spoil it. all i'll say is its an amazing film, but its not for everyone. its also a movie that hits you after you've already left the theater, embedding itself into your mind, making you remember all the small details put into it. all in all its a beautiful tragidy, very sad and unfortunate, but very well acted, especially by heath ledger who i think deserves the best actor nod. the cinematography is perfect as well as the western score. if you go to see this movie you must be very openminded. the woman sitting next to my mother in the theater voiced her disgusted opinion loudly periodically throughout the film, this is why i say this isn't for everyone. and people say oh its about those gay cowboys right? but thats just an aspect of it (and i think jack was gay, but ennis was not, although he happened to fall in love with another man, if that makes sense). the overall theme is about true love and its heartbreaking.
i was surprised to see some faces in it, like anna faris, who you may have seen in not another teen movie, all the scary movies, waiting.., and just friends. another is linda cardellini who was in the wonderful tv show freeks and geeks, and also played thelma in scooby doo. from reading about it previously, i already knew that randy quaid had a small role.
if you're openminded and would like to see a wonderful, but very sad love story, i recommend Brokeback Mountain to you. its top quality, grade A filmmaking at its best.
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| Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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3:30 am - movies and stufffff
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sooo last night i went to tilt for the first time and it was awesome! i definatly wanna go there again soon with shawn. i had to sneak drinks cause i'm not cool and don't have a decent fake id. i saw a lot of people though! katie got kicked out and that really sucked. good times though. ( rockin and rollin. )
innn otheeerrr neeeewwwsss...
movies i saw lately..
Breakfast on Pluto with cillian murphy, some might recognize him as the scarcrow in batman begins or the guy in red eye (ya never saw that). he really made the whole film, which was serious in some ways, but very comedic. it all takes place in europe (ireland and london). murphy plays cross dressing boy, patrick (patty for short or patricia if you'd like or even kitten) searching for his mother, who abandoned him when he was a baby. he's actually quote remarkable at cross dressing and acting extremely feminine, decorating his school uniform with a plethora of assorted buttons, and later in high heels and little dresses. he encounters numerous problems along the way including having a slight affair with the lead singer of a band and throwing out his stash of guns, being a magicians (stephen rea) assistant, and even whoring himself out, all while keeping a very imaginative mindset. i would rate it a 7.5, but he carries the entire film and by the end of the movie you almost believe he's a woman.
tonight me and shawn went to see the midnight showing of Hostel. the previews are very decieving in my opinion, only showing torture scenes, making you think that the film was gross out terrorific, but no. nope nope nope. its filled with cheesy music and some bad acting and turns out to be more of an action movie than it is horror. the gore was a bit fake and stupid, most of the "worst" parts, if you can call them that, are already shown in the over played previews. the first half of the movie was almost like softcore porn, maybe a little lighter like girls gone wild, filled with european tits. it was faster to get into the action than Wolf Creek but it was very disappointing to me. half or maybe 3/4 into the film i began to get bored. i guess the achilles tendon part was kind of gross? not really to me, i've seen it done better, and they didn't even show anything. like the toe part in the previews, they don't show that either. stupid. i've been looking for a really good horror movie, or how about gory movie. something that will gross me out and i haven't been very successful. i didn't like Wolf Creek, but i thought it was better than this. so if Wolf Creek got a 4 i would say Hostel gets a 3.
previews i saw were this one movie that got an official selection of the sundance film festival that looks somewhat interesting, it looks like it can go either way.
then that movie that looks like scream with the babysitting girl stuck in a strange house in the middle of nowhere with a guy that keeps calling her and turns out to be in the house. looks stupid. then The Hills Have Eyes about a family in the desert where there was once nuclear chemical testing, getting attacked/killed/whatever by "scary hill people". that looks pretty stupid too. thennn the one about these 2 girls' friend who kills himself and then starts sending them messages through the computer. ghosts popping out of the walls and washer and dryers. ehhh blaaahhhh. no scary movie coming out actually looks scary! the best movies lately have been super serious or comedies.
tomorrows Brokeback Mountain.
and i wanna see Grandmas Boy, even though it looks stupid, it looks somewhat funny.
then sometime i gotta see Syriana, Goodnight and Goodluck, and Munich.
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| Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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7:09 am - stole this from katie
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| Monday, January 2nd, 2006
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2:22 am - new years and such
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soo i really hope 2006 is better than 2005. A LOT BETTER. 2005 actually really sucked for me. it even got kicked off badly, but this years was good. i went to brittany for a little party. i wasn't really having a good day, but the night was better. i didn't get all scuzzied up. i actually looked like shit, but whatever. i drank for like 6 hours at least. me and shawn KILLED at beer pong for like 3 hours. how sweet. i was pretty drunk, but not as fucked up as some of the people there. right when the ball dropped i lost my voice. i still don't have it. i don't really mind. at work i'll have an excuse not to really talk to people that much. so i passed out around 4am and woke up with a killer headache. hey at least i didn't puke right?
okay and onto movies...
on thursday i saw the producers. i thought it was okay. i would give it a 5.5 maaayyybe a 6. will ferrell was pretty funny, so was nathen lane, but not as much as i expected. the best people in it was the guy who played the director and his little sidekick. something about extremely flamboyantly gay men. matthew brodrick was okay, but his performance was kind of akward and a little poorly acted. maybe its because they already got their kicks on broadway.
tonight me and shawn saw memoirs of a geisha. i liked it much better, even though it stars chinese actresses playing japanese geishas who speak english. i love ziyi zhang, but gong li's performance stood out as the best in the film, even though she was a villian. the costumes and scenery were beautiful. the story seemed to drag on a little bit and was kind of predictable at times. i would give it an 8.
i bought some movies at best buy too... the royal tenambaums, don't be a menace, and clerks were on a rack 6/$50, shawn got them too so all together they were $25. and i got gozu which is a takashi miike film that looks really fucked up. i've been buying a lot of his movies lately.
alright i'm tired. i'm cold. i'm going to bed. work tomorrow.
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| Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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2:20 am - uhhh yeah i stole this..
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( pffft yeah how gay. i'm a myspace dorkis. )
oh yeah. i saw Wolf Creek and thought it blew ass. not scary. everyone is australian! the killer looked like someone who would say "the dingoo ate yor baabeee!" the first half of the movie i just wanted them to get to the point, i was yawning and getting bored. it wasn't as violent as i thought. i dunno what quentin tarantino and robert rodriguiz were thinking if they really did review that movie so good. hostel looks better. goddd i hope its better cause the previews for the new horror movies coming out don't look very promising.
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2:05 am - uhhhhhh
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soo today i ordered a lot of shit. and tomorrow i get my cell phone, i think! yay! i know.. i'm so bad with my credit cards. i'm taping them to the wall. victorias secret's going up there first.
Victorias Secret:
*tank top (its backordered until feb grrr)
*underwear
*stockings
*body by victoria bra (on sale and with a coupon for $15 all right!)
*nars liquid eyeliner
*vincent longo la dolce vita lashes
Sephora:
*2 smashbox eyeshadows (digital which is turquoise, scan which is bright pink)
*sugar false lashes
*clinique foundation
*diorshow mascara
free shipping on both orders, i guess thats a plus right?
goddamn i'm so bad with money. i just ordered like $16 worth of stuff from avon too.. ehhhhh. new years eve i'm goin to canada, i think. i want to. i haven't been able to drink really. not that i CANT drink, christmas i was wasted. but i get all tired now. my tolerance plumetted. i can't hold my booze anymore. it suuuccckkks. wtf happened? like 2 months ago i was straaaiiiggght and drinking everyday! canada is gonna be a big chunk of change out of my pocket that could be used elsewhere (obviously, i'm rackin up another debt). iii dunnnoooooo...
oh yeah my new years resolution is to go on a diet. like not eating so much carbs and cheese (i love that stuff) annddd lots of salads and fruit cause i NEVER eat that shit. no more fast food or fried food or junk food... hope i can do it. my new years resolutions never tend to stick.
i need another job. help?
oh yeah i need a boyfriend too ;)
shit suuuccckks.
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| Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
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4:40 am - sorry i'm bored
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and it says "how you life your life" oooookkaaaaaaayyyyy....
| How You Life Your Life | 
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
| Your Porn Star Name Is... | 
Karen Kung-fu Grip |
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3:02 am - "and now i play the waiting game.."
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christmas came too fast this year i think. i did all the regular stuff, it seemed a little more toned down this year, which is fine. i'm not complaining. i really didn't care if i got anything, actually, thats a lie. i needed money to pay off my credit card bills, i got it. so i'm satisfied. i got some clothes anndd dvds and good stuff like that. blah blah blah.
christmas night i got WASTED with stacey over at shawns. i woke up and didn't know where i was, thats how bad it was. me and stacey split a 20 pack and played massive amounts of beer pong and lost. A LOT. and finished that in like 2 hours. i puked out of her car while she was driving. CLOCKHANDS!! bob made me spew beer out of my nose i was laughing so hard. shawn was yelling and laughing a lot. so much that his stomach muscles got a workout. i wish i remembered what i was saying to people, but fuuccck i can't. oh well, i was the first one to pass out anyways.
umm i worked today and it sucked. i'm starting to really hate being single. i go through stages of it being alright to it being fucking shitty. maybe its just the holidays? i dunno. all i know is i ate toooo much this weekend.
tomorrows matt loredos going away party. maybe i'll go to best buy too? i dunno. i'm suppose to see wolf creek, but i dunno if shawns up for it. arigggghhhhhhht.
current mood: contemplative
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1suffered| its your turn
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| Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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8:50 am - todays my dads birthday
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annnd he's making christmas cookies noww.
yay!
i gotta work today tho and thats stinky :(
yesterday me and shawn went to see The Squid and the Whale. i thought it was pretty good and pretty intellectual. Its about the separation of married couple Joan and Bernard(Laura Linney and Jeff Daniels) and how it effects their two sons, ages 11 and 16, Frank and Walt(the adorable Owen Kline and Jesse Eisenberg). The Berkman family is truely dysfunctional with Joan dating the tennis coach (William Baldwin), Bernard fucking one of his students after she moves in with him(Anna Paquin), Frank cronically masturbating around his school, and Walt typically trying to sort out his amatuer love life. i would rate it an 8, although i don't think its buy-worthy, but worth seeing. Owen Kline, although he's only 14 years old and the son of Kevin Kline and Pheobe Cates, shines in his role and shows promise for his acting career. Laura Linney is wonderful, as always. Jeff Daniels is getting rave reviews about his performance, although his character is, well, an asshole. and Jesse Eisenberg will have you asking "dude, is that the kid in the adventures of pete & pete?" but i assure you, its not.
soo some ( color ) among other things..
today:
1.work
2.beer pong at shawns
current mood:  awake
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